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January 22 new yeardear new year,she is coming to me.
my friends have made the new year's plan.so it attract me to make one.
the new year i welcome my 28 years old.
firstly,i want my work smoothly,to make progress fast and can do everything by myself.
secondly,i need to charge myself.learn enghlish,japanese and something else,like some recognization.
then,i want to earn more money to travel.the dunhuang,the japan and southeast country.
my dream is to get the intention for my future life.not only a job,but the thing i can get more satisfaction.
dear new year,help me and bless me.
tks god and my family,friends. September 22 思考曾经周日坐火车回家，车上想了很多。想到自己10年前现在，以我们班第一的成绩进了高中，当时觉得很是开心啊，因为根本没人认为我会是个学习好的人。我开始放松了，上课自习说话，问老师无关学习的问题，上课画着漫画，不完成作业，可偏偏我成绩并没下降太多，这让我更放松了。当时的得意，让今天的我吃到了苦头。我注定只能是平凡的。现在的努力不会太迟，但是我的心已经死了，我不想再努力了，我就想这样生活，这样平庸下去。性格决定命运，我喜欢简单，也注定自己是简单的。 September 04 JJJJAFTER MY GOOD FRIEND'S REMINDING,I WAKE UP FM LAZINESS.
NOW I AM YOUNG,AND WITH SOME EXPERIENCES.BUT AS TIME GOES BY,MORE AN MORE YOUNG WILL GO OUT FROM SCHOOL,AND WE GET THE ADVANCED KNOWLEDGE THAN I.
IF I DO NOT DO MORE EFFORT,TO GET THE EXPERIENCES MORE AND MORE,I WL B INSTEAD OF THE YOUNG MEN.
WE HV NO THE ABILITIES TO GRAB THE FUTURE,BUT WE CAN CATCH TODAY.I WILL DO EFFORT FM NOW ON TO IMPOVE MYSELF.
FIRSTLY,I WILL PERUSAL THE MAILS EVERY DAY.
THEN TO READ THE ENGLISH BOOKS WHEN FREE AT HOME.
MY POOR ENGLISH IS CRITICIZED BY OUR MANAGER VERY MUCH.IF I STILL STAND AT THIS PLACE,WHAT WILL I GET,I THINK JUST FAILNESS.
SO I NEED TO SPIRIT MYSELF UP. DO NOT SLEEP,FOOL.
August 02 时间 IT IS 4 MONTHS AFTER I GOT BACK TO DALIAN.THE TIME GOES BY SO FAST.I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I HV DONE DURING THIS PERIOD.
THIS MORNING I REALIZE THIS PROBLEM.I MAKE A PLAN FOR MY LIFE AFTERWARDS.
I NEED TO READ BOOKS AS MUCH AS I CAN.THEN DO EXERCISES 3-4 TIMES A WEEK.I SHOULD STRENGTHEN MY PHYSICAL N MENTAL POWER.
I DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG I CAN INSIST ON IT.I AM A SO LAZY GIRL,BUT THIS TIME I NEED FORCE MYSELF TO DO SO.
MY BRAIN IS EMPTY,I JUST THINK ABT ENTERTAINMENT EVERYDAY.IF I KEEP MYSELF THIS KIND OF STATE,I DO NOT WHAT I WL CHANGE TO BE
AS TIME GOES BY.
I FORGOT WHO SAID THIS WORD,三十年太短，只争朝夕。THOUGH I AM OLD,I WOULD LIKE CHERISH THE SECOND FM THIS MOMENT.
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June 10 伤想来应该有一年没有写日志了，如我这般懒惰的人不应该活在现代，有这种共享平台。最近异常烦闷，不知道已经身在家乡的自己还在想什么？也幸运地进入一个和谐的工作团队，那么我到底还想要得到什么呢？感情，曾经断开的感情线在我心里不断重新连接。每想到曾经拥有的那些美好，而因为自己的不成熟抉择，而都从身边走开了。而如今却因为各种原因，被迫去见不喜欢的，去见不现实的，次数越多而心情越糟糕。而今天已经糟糕到影响了我一天的情绪，甚至我的睡眠。为什么会走到今天这样子，为什么自己不成熟地早一点，为什么路只有在走后才看清曲直。为什么不能有预报呢？走了，走了，一切都从身边走了，曾经的感情片段也从我身边走开吧。我一个人的孤独让我一个人去忍受，去品尝后悔带来的伤痛。 May 31 乱写N多天没写这个了，我还是没有语言细胞啊。幸运的是总是在考试时发挥超常。偏偏我擅长的数学总是在关键时候给我掉链子啊。可能老天总是喜欢玩错位游戏吧。
there comes the last day of may.wz the changing of the stocks,chinese take the different mood to live.actually,money is the tool,making money is the way of adding the tool.but not all of ones' life.so just take easy.do not make yourself so tired. April 12 工作the kind of people like me,may never be the leader.i am not the abv kind person.i like deviding time into parties.the time for sleeping,the time for eating,the time for playing n certainly should hv the most time for working.whatever happen,we need try our best.但人的生活不能全是某一种，或者全是玩。或者就全是工作。人生短短的几十年，前面的哪一种都会让人生只有单一的颜色。会玩的人，恰恰很多都是业务上的骨干。这表明他思维活跃，容易带领身边人为他工作，使工作成为玩的另一种形式。当然人的性格，行为习惯，ETC都是从小受父母熏陶，这样的父母是少，这样的生活环境是难找的。因为大部分父母还是秉承严教，埋头学习的方式。孩子要么就蔫了，要么就腻反。SO TT KIND OF LEADER IS DIFFICULT TO FIND OUT，WE HV TO B SERIOUS WHEN WE R AT THE OFFICE.OR ELSE，THE LEADER WL TAKE TT BLACK FACE.IT IS BAD，REALLY.所以如我这般的人只是将工作作为赚吃饭钱的工具.真是难以发现其中乐趣了. April 09 dailyLONG TIME NO WRITING COZ BUSY THESE DAYS.
BUT THE SAD FEELING IS STRONG NO MATTER HOW BUSY I AM.I ALWAYS THINK OF THE B4 DAYS.MY FRIEND,MY STUDY LIFE,MY LOVE.....
THOUGH THESE R ALL MY HAPPY MEMORIES,I FEEL VERY SAD.I DO NOT KNOW WHY.JUST FEELING MY HEART BROKEN VERY MUCH.
HOW CAN I DO?HOW CAN THE MOOD TURN OUT?HOW CAN I FEEL HAPPY?
I JUST DO NOT KNOW.I JUST WANT TO B ASLEEP WZOUT ANY THOUGHTS.JUST LET EVERYTING PASS,FORGOTTEN.
March 27 my complicated feeling Time goes faster n faster.As per the priciple of relative,if one feel the time goes quickly,then he/she feel happy at tt time;if not,he/she feel uncomfortable at tt time.So according to the theory,i judge i am happy these times.
Yes.I now,walk out of the ex-love's sadness a little.It is really hard for me coz the first love of mine.But still now i can not touch the story before between us. I want to hide into the deep of my heart.I just try to forget it.no completely suceed,but do work a bit.
Entry into 2007,i increase one year old.I grow up fm body to thought.love is beautiful,but not all of one's life.One's life should include all kinds of things.And it will also b good for your partner.love should give both the space.I know the truth now,when i lost my lover.
Anyway,the day is turning over an new page for my life.I need to go forward n take new air to my life.
March 20 begin writing herei write the log for the first time.because i am not good at expressing my feeling. and recently i know a friend of thai's.she is very kind n give me the opinion.i think it is really a good one.i should do it. the saying said language is the window of one's heart.haha,it is from the famous person---me! it is not funny,just my kind of homour.hehe. there wl b many vsl calling here.i wl b busy these days.anyway,it wl full of my day.i wl not b bored. it is like a daily report.haha.but i do my effort.i am very shy for a four-year liberal arts study in university. ok.when i hv some progress at this area or i hv any thoughts fm life,i wl write this again.
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