the kind of people like me,may never be the leader.i am not the abv kind person.i like deviding time into parties.the time for sleeping,the time for eating,the time for playing n certainly should hv the most time for working.whatever happen,we need try our best.但人的生活不能全是某一种，或者全是玩。或者就全是工作。人生短短的几十年，前面的哪一种都会让人生只有单一的颜色。会玩的人，恰恰很多都是业务上的骨干。这表明他思维活跃，容易带领身边人为他工作，使工作成为玩的另一种形式。当然人的性格，行为习惯，ETC都是从小受父母熏陶，这样的父母是少，这样的生活环境是难找的。因为大部分父母还是秉承严教，埋头学习的方式。孩子要么就蔫了，要么就腻反。SO TT KIND OF LEADER IS DIFFICULT TO FIND OUT，WE HV TO B SERIOUS WHEN WE R AT THE OFFICE.OR ELSE，THE LEADER WL TAKE TT BLACK FACE.IT IS BAD，REALLY.所以如我这般的人只是将工作作为赚吃饭钱的工具.真是难以发现其中乐趣了.

LONG TIME NO WRITING COZ BUSY THESE DAYS.

BUT THE SAD FEELING IS STRONG NO MATTER HOW BUSY I AM.I ALWAYS THINK OF THE B4 DAYS.MY FRIEND,MY STUDY LIFE,MY LOVE.....

THOUGH THESE R ALL MY HAPPY MEMORIES,I FEEL VERY SAD.I DO NOT KNOW WHY.JUST FEELING MY HEART BROKEN VERY MUCH.

HOW CAN I DO?HOW CAN THE MOOD TURN OUT?HOW CAN I FEEL HAPPY?

I JUST DO NOT KNOW.I JUST WANT TO B ASLEEP WZOUT ANY THOUGHTS.JUST LET EVERYTING PASS,FORGOTTEN.